So a year ago, I lost a good friend of mine. I can't believe a year has really passed. There are days when it seems unreal to lose someone I knew... someone I was getting closer to. You were the party animal -- the one with crazy stories to tell and the kind hearted individual -- someone to talk to, it wasn't supposed to happen this way. I miss you every day. Thanks for allowing me into your life and for creating such great memories with me. My childhood was mostly you and your brother. Thanks for always checking up on me whenever you had the chance, something I failed to do as often. You were a great friend and I have many regrets to how I treated you. I wish I knew what was going through your mind.
I found this saved as a draft. I guess I was too scared to actually post this. I will share this with you all, now.
